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Tue, 13 Dec 2005 00:20:58 GMT

2 dayz and ashley comes home....i miss her

me and josh started dating on the 9th..made my xmas....i cannot wait for baseball season now!!!

i miss all my friends from WL...god i just wanna go back!!

i decided that im done puttin up xmas decorations and our tree is a disgrace to xmas!!

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 04:43:04 GMT

well today i packed up my shit to come home for xmas break it was hard sayin goodbye to them.... 5 weeks w/o my girls wow cant even deal with it.... jess was by far the hardest to say goodbye to and josh of course.... even tho ill see him 2morrow yay!!! so part of my xmas present this year is gettin to go to NEW YORK CITY FOR NEW YEARS WUTH MY BESTEST ASHLEY!!!!OMG I CANNOT WAIT!!! so me and joshhave been talkin for 2 weeks now and i deff did nit think we would have gotten this close in those 2 weeks spending everyday with him and not not being able to see him everyday over break god i miss him already..... but 2morrow im goin to pick him up in powhatan and we're goin sled riding at jcc and then back here and maybe bowling and he's spending the night with me here....but thats all for now im gonna keep this thing updated ovee the holidays.... ill ttyl luv yas

decided im back since its xmas break and no oneshome yet!!!

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 04:37:14 GMT

stole from adrienne!!!!sorry lol

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? yes
2) What was your favorite moment of the year? um def. about like 2 weeks ago when me and josh started talking
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? today saying goodbye to my west lib girlies that i wont get to see for 5 weeks
4) Where were you when 2005 began? my house partyin it up w/ my girlies
5) Who were you with? ash kallay shellz xtina the ones that count!!!
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? in NYC ringin in the new year with my bestest ashley!!!!!! cant fuckin wait
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? my ashley
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? didnt make one
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? study this semester
10) Did you fall in love in 2005? yes and had a break up and hopefully will fallin love one more time
11) If yes, with who? LR but hopefully joshua
12) If yes, do they know? yes
13) Are you still in love with them? nope
14) Do you regret it? nope shit happens
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? yes lost jeremy and broke up with lr and mike moved back :'(
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? yes met the loves of my life now jessica, lindsay heather fayth ashlye melanie and bre bre!!!!!!! LOVE MY WEST LIB GIRLIES and of course i met joshua andrew!!!!!!!
17) Who are your favorite new friends? THE GIRLS I JUST NAMED
18) What was your favorite month of 2005? the summer and being at west lib
19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? Canada
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? ohio, wv maryland, penn, new york
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? yes jeremy but we're still friends
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? yes
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? dont even remember
24) What was your favorite song from 2005? too many
25) What was your favorite record from 2005? dont even know
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? kenny!!!!
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? kenny by far!!!!
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? by far had the most..... but thats livin in WV for ya
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? smoked alot!!!
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? hahaha that shall not be answered
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? yes hahahahhahaha
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? that they loved me
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? yes
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? jeremy
36) How much money did you spend in 2005? tons
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? decideing to go back to college and livin there!!!!
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? happened like 3 weeks ago i was drunk and fell and ripped my whole pantleg of my jeans..i was a CCHS thing....lol
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be? not have put up with so much shit that jeremy pout me thru
40) What are your plans for 2006? fall in love get good grades get into thge DH prgram and continue workin

IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 18:16:39 GMT

hey guys its been like months since ive updated but ive been totally busy......... so lets see whats been goin on....the 13th was my 20th bday...that was a blast.... last saturday was our homecoming game and dance...it was sooo much fun...i love my friends up there sooo much.... thursday is our halloween party down at the apts... me and jess r gonna be 80's twins...lol we're always last minutes... um dont know what else to say im done with this thing ive ya wannna know nething else..... im me JeNnA212235

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 17:28:49 GMT

havent updated in a while.... but i met w/ the head of housing and im on 2 weeks probation....i decided to join a soroity.... um classes suck......thats really about all....i think i am done w/ this thing...... ok well bye

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 23:24:04 GMT

juts got my letter in the mail for gettin in trouble... i have to meet w/ the head of housing thurs and plead my case... what a bunch of shit!!! took a road trip last nite w/ kac and jamie to waynesburg to see our boys!!!! i miss him soooo much!!!!

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 23:07:21 GMT

so its the end of the week..thank god..gettin up early is kicking my ass like 4real......went home for like 2 hrs 2day b/c i had to get some purses and went and bought 2 new pairs of pants at dots..... me and linz r gpon bar hopping 2night...cant wait.....gonna get smashed yay.....i miss ashley and lr soooooo much!!!!!!well ill write 2morrow luv ya

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 12:41:47 GMT

ok so i have class in 20 mins but i have anought ime to update....love it here....love the people love everything!!! so yesterday me and linz went to go play raquetball with rich wow what a workout....than we decieded to ran around the track a little and go to water aerobics.....so yeah i think i worked out enough yesterday lol..... classes r good.... really havent had to do ne work or nething yet.....um besides that nothing has happened o yeah 2day at 4 is mud volleyball...cant wait im sooo excited lol its gonna be a blast.....and saturday my baby is coming to stay with me... and in 3 weekends i'm goin back to maryland with him!!!!! yay road trip im sooo excited!!! cant wait!!!!!well thats all ill update laterz

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 15:48:34 GMT

so last night i went to the ice cream social with kacy and jamie dent even tho i didnt want ne ice cream lol my half scoop but we all watched laguna and sweet 16 in kacys room!!! me and jamie had out fur rugs with out pillows lol!!! haha today i had eng at 9 than bio lab at 10 OMG my lab teacher is soooo fucking hott love that class. its gonna be cake...english i gonna be a bitch!!! um thats all goin to lunch now with linz and bree ill update later kk!!!

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 17:27:26 GMT

so today was the first day of classes and actually they r not bad....i had 2 outta 3 with bree so she made them fun...we r sooo much alike luv her!!!!wish i stayed in that building.... but i miss ashiepoo and lr very very much....the relationship was already put to the test and of course it lasted it will 4ever!!!i need toi go get books...thats pretty much all but ill update tomorrow

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 16:59:00 GMT

ok so the 2nd night here me,linz(the roomie) and 3 of her friends r outside smokin a cig....and they end up meeting guys(not me baby i promise u i was good u know im urs forever and i will neverever do nething to hurt u i promise this) and we go to their room in hughes and they have alcohol we didnt even drink and they get busted when the ra comes so they tell us to hide in the bathroom and so we do..actually when i think about it we're fuckin stupid but it was fuckin halarious but they take all our names and tell us we'll get a letter in the mail.... so i dunno if we're in trouble or not guess we'll have to wait...me a nd lindz seriously are the 1st freshmen to get in trouble.... we should get a fuckin plack(sp?)lol wow imagine that 2 dayz here and im in trouble already...i think lr's mad at me for it :'( i love you babyboy pleez dont be mad at me for it pleez... but i just found out that his brother was in a bad car accident and he totalled his car...... i think he's alright but that sucks really bad.....sooo lr's lil bro get better luv yas!!!!! but yeah thats about all o yeah i lost my brand new glasses..didnt remember to get extra contacts and im a fuckin mess lol gonna be a fuckin ruff year wow hope it gets better b/c this fuckin sucks...ill update laterz...luv yas

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 00:56:19 GMT

ok so i thought i'd update again but this time go a little bit more into detail.... so we moved into our rooms yesterday and it was really hott and we had to move shit up 3 flights of stairs it was a bitch....but yeah i like it up here...alot.... the foods okay i guess...... but bree's comin tomorrow and im excited.... but yeah lr's comin to stay with me saturday night... and than we are goin to move in him sunday up at waynesburg!!!! yeah but u guess my nasty ass pic was on the front page of the paper like seriously...WTF?!?!lmao but w/e.....so talked to my dad today and he told me how he saw the ex at the store and he had a g/f like w/e i have my baby and thats all the matters now!!! i love him soooo much i wouldnt trade him for nething in the world!!!he's mine forever and i hope he reads this b/c that'll never ever change babyboy never!!! remember ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!

school

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 20:56:19 GMT

so im up at west lib now... its fuckin hott as balls like seriously...but i love it sooo far..buyt yeah besides that theres not much goin on...... ill update laterz!!!muah luv yas

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 18:12:57 GMT

so lr left about 2 hrs ago i miss him sooo much....i wish he didnt have to leave it was a fun 2 dayz.... but i really need to pack up my shit for school and im goin tonight to get my new cell for the lib lol so if ya want the new # call the old one and ill give it to ya lol yeah and plus i still gotta get all my food and drink and shit 2day at sams club.... and pick up a couple lastminute items.. well thats about all the next time i write i'll be up on my mountain hahahahahahahhahaha o wellz ttyl luv ya'll muah!!!

ME AND MY BABYBOY!!!

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 05:45:11 GMT

so lr's here...he got here at like 12 and we went swimming all day after i made him a very tasty lunch lol!!!!! than we got ready and wetn out to dinner with kacy and matt and than ash came over to watch laguna and we went and got speedies!!!! but 2 day was absoluetly wonderful best day of my life........ it was full of water works.....so we're layin there and talkin and he says i love u and is like theres no way i couldnt have u as my girlfriend.... i cryed so we're dating now.......we watched the notebook and some how his nana got brought up and he was like i miss her..i wish u could of met her...... i didnt know what to do i just started balling....i love him sooo much.... and i know he misses her and i just dunno how to comfort him!!! but that ment alot to me for him to say that.....i seriously think im the luckiest girl on this earth....we we're supposed to go to kenny wood but we decieded to spend the day up at robinson instead...and i know i said i wouldnt find time to write but he's sleeping and i cant fall asleep yet..i needed to vent lol!!! so august 16,2005 if our anniversary lol!!!!! awwwwww yay!!!! that's soooo cute.....ok well i need to sleep....so ill update 2morrow night prob...luv ya'll

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 20:25:26 GMT

ok so i have to clean all day b/c tomorrow my baby is comin to stay with me...i seriously cannot wait!!! that drives gotta suck tho.... but 3 dayz with me..ill be in heaven.......im sooooo pumped......... i made him a cute picture frame so he can put a pic of me and him in it... and i made a thong for my desk that says his name and has heart all over it....omg the ice cream man is outside that fuckin made my day!!!!!! ok well ill update wednesday....bub byez

yayers!!!

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 06:15:54 GMT

my baby is almost home...even tho he's still 4 1/2 hrs away from me for some reason i am extremely excited....and guess what guys 2 more dayz and he'll be here with me for 3 whole dayz.... but i asked him today if he would like to go to y-town with me for xtina's b-day and party and he said yes!!!! yay i love him sooooo much i hope he never leaves me ever...that would be the worst...he sent me a text on his way home asking me my ring size???wtf is that supposed to mean..i asked him and he said b/c i was wondering i wanna know now im nibby...grrrr but i love how he takes all my sayings and thinks they're his now like grrrrrr... and duh and he wahtever's me he's sooooo damn cute even tho he does sneeze like a cat hahahah love u baby!!!! omg life is soooo fuckin great now...i seriously don even think neone reads this shit nemore so its kinda for my own intertainment.... ok sooo i am totally obsessed with the "cool" song by gwen..its sooooo cute!!! but i gotta get up early and go to shaker woods with my mommy and she wants to leave the house by 8 seriously wtf???? but myabe i'll find something for my cutie and i still have to get ash a goin away present omg i leave in 6 dayz :'( i dont wanna have to say goodbye to her....i really wish lr would be there to help me move in..it would make everything soo much easier on me....im sooo nervous and scared and every bad emotion....i wish he would be there to ease the stress....but i'll post all the pics from when he's here b/c i seriously doubt i'll have ne time to update ill be way too preoctupied with him sorrylol but i'll post all out cute pics that we're gonna take i cant wait well i'll update 2morrow maybe...luv yas muah!!!!XOXOXOXOXOXO Jenna

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 20:07:46 GMT

THE ONLY NAME YOU GO BY:
Jenna

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.my smile
2. my hair
3. my creativeness

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. being soo hard on myself all the time
2. weight
3. no drive to do things aka school

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. polish
2. hungarian
3. english

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. being alone for the rest of my life
2. clowns
3. dark

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. eyeliner
2. cell phone
3. being happy lol

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. seniors -tishirt
2. pink shorts
3. glasses

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists) at the moment:
1. kenny chesney
2. keith urban
3. toby keith

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. everything gets hotter when the sun goes doen-kenny
2. o-omarion - its my baby's ringer
3. good morning beautiful

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. to be independant
2. love him with all i have
3. make friends at west lib

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. surpirses
2. to know he's being loyal
3. to know he truely wants to be with me

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. i love lr
2. im nervous about school
3. i cant wait to pack lol

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. smile
2. eyes
3. wrestlers...they have all the right moves

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. get an A in a class
2. cheat on someone
3. goodbyes

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. being with my baby
2. shopping
3. partying

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. lr to be here with me right now
3. a hug and kiss from lr

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. dental hygiene
2.
3.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. cabo san lucas
2. bahamas
3. cancun

THREE KIDS' NAMES
1. mikayla nicole
2. mckenzie renee
3. landon nicholus or the other way around

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. to get married
2. have kids
3. live by the ocean...its my new thing lol fuck the city!!!haha

move in

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 19:34:19 GMT

so i'll be moved in this time next week and guess what i dont have fuckin thing packed maybe thats what i'll do 2night.... i'l seriously have no time next week b/c lr's comin for 3 dayz....3 more dayz i cant fuckin wait...i had like a total melt down last night and if it wasnt for kacy yelling at me...i might have lost the best thing that ever happened to me.... me and ashley went swimming yesterday to try and relax but it was way to hott pools should not be 90 degrees!!!! ok well i think imight start packing now...ill update later luv yas

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 17:24:49 GMT

ok so i leave in like 8 dayz...wow im started to get really sad and nervouse but at the same time i cant wait b/c ill only be like an hour from my baby instead of 4 1/2 lol but yeah 4 more dayz and my baby will be here with me i cant fuckin wait...we decieded that tuesday we're gonna spend the whole day at kennywood b/c ive wanted to go all summer....but last night was a bad night...it was like one and we we're texing and it took him really long to text me back.... he 4got about me and feel asleep.... it kinda hurt but than again.... its an honest mistake it made me cry but i 4give i know he didnt mean to do it....its alright!!!! i love him..ok ill update later

even better news

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 16:01:12 GMT

ok so yesterday lr is like jenna i have to ash u a serious question now....what r u doin next tuesday???im like nothign HE'S COMIN TO STAY WITH ME!!!!!!!! BUT MONDAY TILL WEDNESDAY!!!! I AM SOOOOO FUCKIN HAPPY I CANT WAIT....i cant believe mommy and daddy said yes tho......tuesday we r goin out to dinner with kacy and matt to joes crab shack... than back here to swim!!!! yay!!!!!! he like bought me 3 things in the obx...he got me a pink hoodie a pink t-shirt and a dolphin necklace!!!! awwwww he's spoiling me already lol!!!!i love him sooo much..ok well bub byez 4 now

what it feels lik to be loved

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 17:22:06 GMT

ok soooooo things with me and lr are extremely good.... so we seriously talked every second of yesterday except when it was laguna time....he already knows thats my time lol!!! but yeah so its after ash leaves we're talkin and i was being a prick and showed him a sign that said i love u....he was like i love u too..... my heart seriously dropped...i know its really really early... but like i was talkin to my friend from youngstwon who got engaged fater knwoing her finace for only 2 dayz... and she told me that u just know when he's the right one........ and with him i said know....everything just clicks...we fit 2gether so well we are soooo perfect for each other....its soo weird to have someone say i love u and mean it....i love it.....i am sooooo extremely happy.....like omg i seriously dont think i ever felt like this about jeremy...i am sooooo happy this is gonna be the best year of my life...i dont think ive ever smiled this much...if u know me u know i smile alot.. but now its like a constant thing.....i am soo happy that words caant even explain it......well ill update laters love u all

I LOVE YOU L.R!!!!!!!!!!!YOUR MY BABY FOR EVER AND ALWAYS!!!

<3 him!!!

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 15:23:59 GMT

ok so yesterday was a weird day i was in a weird ass mood if u said the wrong thing to me...i would bust out in tears and i dont veen know y.... i was gettin all my picture frames and shit ready for school and just started cryin i mean i cant fuckin wait to leave.. but i dunno part of me wants to stay here and be lazy..... but in 18 dayz ill get to see my baby and i cannot wait omg im soooo excited!!!i got woken up again today but i love being woken up by his ringer... i just love it....yeah but i seriously dont care what people think...if u think we're moving fast u keep thinkin that b/c me and him both like it...i head over heals for him and he knows it....but thats really about all for today ill update luv yas muah!!!

<3<3<3 GOOD MORNING BEAUTIFUL....HOW WAS YOUR NIGHT??? MINE WAS WONDERFUL WITH U BY MY SIDE!!!<3<3<3

closure

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 22:35:25 GMT

i think i have have my closure on jeremy...today i just felt good...so i decieded it was the day to get the box of the picture frames with himin them and take him out....those were memories..ill never fotget them but its time to move on and now i found the perfect person to move on with...so i put L.R. in the picture frames it made me cry but they were happy tears....i hope this is gonna be a good year..i really need to have a good year...havent had one if like forever.. and i think its about time i deserve one but i talked to l.r this morninin..he woke me up but thats the best way ever to be woken up..... he bought me something..i told him he didnt have to but he didnt newayz.... he get me a pink hoodie that says outter banks i think thats what he said.... wow i cant believe this life is goin way to perfect for me right now...i know something bad is about to happen.....i just hope its not something with l.r. i dont think i could handle that...ive gone thru so much heartbreak this summer..but his would be the worst....i cant believe i feel like this about someone...i mean me and jeremy had something special but this is sooo much better than jeremy..dont get me wrong i loved jeremy and everything but l.r. if 100 times better than jeremy.... i finally found a guy who treats me the way i should be treated....i cant wait to see what happens in the future but for now im gonna go start putting clothes away..ill ttyl luv yas muah!!!

horrible night!!!

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 06:09:52 GMT

well talk about a fuckin horrinle night..yup had the wrost one ever...me an ash did nothing at first...so we decieded to go to eat n park...as soon as we order tiff calls and we go down to brandons.... wow what a mistake.. and the horrible thing is L.R. IS IN OBX.... THE ONE PERSON I NEEDED THE MOST!! so when he decieds to call it the time im cryin and hes like whats wrong of course im like nothign so i told him id call him back...i felt soo bad so i called him back and apologized... awww 19 dayz till i see my baby!!1 i cant wait i got the cutest stuffed animal today..its a husky b/c thats my fav dig and it even has blue eyes.... but he's suppossed to call me 2morrow so i can hear the ocean awww how sweet.... i miss him...even tho i spend every second of the day texting him haha but i still miss him... we have sooo much stuff planned already...in septemeber we're goin to brooks and dunn.... and in the winter time we're gonna go snow boarding and for spring break we're either goin to obx or ocean city...awww i really hope we end up dating like i thought i liked zach wow was i wrong i dot even think i felt like this with jeremy..... i think about him seriously like every second..he's all i ever think about....hes sooo perfect for me..just what i need.... ok well enough rambling..ill update laterz luv yas bub byez

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